The Hasty Heart

Well, it is getting closer to wedding time which of course means endless stressing right? Okay, so maybe not for everyone but for me I am pretty sure I am going insane with all this stress. And John being the best fiance on the planet is more than willing to do whatever I want him to, so that I don't have to worry about it. Let me tell you something it is kinda nice not to have to worry about doing every little thing by myself because unlike all the weddings I have seen John really does want to help and is not just saying it to make me feel better. 

So this week is a little bit more stressful because Ryan and Sarah got married on the 16th!! (YAY, for another sister) so while my parents were in North Carolina dodging tornado's, I was stuck at home with the kids trying to keep them out of trouble. So that was pretty stressful all by itself. And to add on top of that this Saturday we are doing a Utah reception for them and I am going to the Temple. Yes, both pretty stress free things right? Wrong, first I am going through the Temple tomorrow, and I have been working all week (graves of course) and I have gotten hardly 4 hours of sleep every morning this week. So that makes things hard at work. And when I am tired I get really grumpy and things piss me off more then usual. So while this should be a time of happiness I am just frustrated with the littlest things. But don't get me wrong I am super excited to go through I am just a little grumpy as of right now. (that should change as of 2 o'clock this afternoon, YAY for sleep!!!) So that is making my life hectic and with the reception on Saturday night and Sarah's Bridal Shower on Friday, we have so much to do in so little time. We have to clean the house so Ryan and Sarah have a place to sleep, cook turkey for the sandwiches, make the sandwiches, decorate the cultural hall, and then hopefully have time to relax!! But that isn't it along with the Reception comes the fact that Ryan is taking his car and the truck back to LA, (where he is stationed at) So we have roughly 4 days to pack up the majority of my stuff and move it to John's house. You think that wouldn't be stressful, but I have so much stuff I don't know what to do with half of it. and I have to make sure I don't forget any of my shoes!!! But along with me moving most of my stuff out, I have to help in my parents house getting stuff put in the truck to take to the dump. So that pretty much sums up why I am stressed out of my mind. 

So I have a friend from High School who is in the play The Hasty Heart at Hale Center Theater in West Valley, and he posted on facebook that you could get tickets for only $10 if you use a promo code and his name. So I have been wanting to see this play since I first got the event invite on Facebook. it sounded pretty funny, but the real reason is that I absolutely love plays. I don't know what it is about them but they just make me happy and relaxed. Yeah strange I know. But I had mentioned to John the whole $10 ticket and that if he wanted to we could take a break from everything and just enjoy ourselves. I didn't know if he would actually want to go watch a play. But I asked anyways, and he said that we could go, I was so excited!! And I know that he wasn't really sure if he was going to like it because he told my little sister Megan. :) But when we got there it was just so nice to be away from all the stress and noise of the world, I was instantly relaxed!! And as the show went on I didn't once think about how stressful the rest of the week is going to be. I just kept thinking how much I love spending time with John and how it was just nice to sit and relax not doing any sort of planning!!! At the end of the play I asked John what he thought of it and he said that he liked it. So I am hoping that he was being truthful :) 

So tonight was great, I loved the play and I loved spending time with John!!! Life is going so great other then all this stress. I am finally where I am supposed to be doing what I should be doing even though there were people out there who didn't think it was possible for me. If it weren't prideful I would tell them "in your face" but I know that I don't need to say anything or do anything different then what I am doing now so I am just going to stick with that!!! But Life is great only like 29 days and 9 hours till wedding day!!!! I am so excited to be marrying my best friend he is the greatest!!! 

That's all Folks!!!!